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10月14日

The World On Hold

The 'real world' really isn't going to be on hold for much longer. I won't have the typical year-and-program response to the eternal question "so what do you do?" but instead some scary hospital jargon to reply with - "oncology nursing" or "obstetrics" or something like that.

I've been in my current role or stage for a while, and it's gotten comfortable and semi-routine. A year and a half until a pretty big shake up in routine (or at least a significant shift in routine and responsibility). Huh.

What will need to change or grow in me to help me adequately prepare for this shift? Maybe it's not so monumental or crazy as it seems from this side of things, but good gravy I don't feel ready.

I'll let you know what it's like on the other side when I get there. I know what I don't want it to look like - time to formulate what I would like to see in me, and start/continue to work toward that now. {Please, God, take that control from me. You've  got a way better picture of maturity, importance, and worth than I will ever have. I don't want to prioritize money over all else, or self-propagation to the detriment of others.}

Peace.
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